ten things.

ten. Favorite Places to be.

1. studio one (my second home)
2. hawaii
3. at my house
4. my bed
5. in the mountains
6. at a friends house
7. st george
8. sushi house
9. any LA dance magic convention
10. the temple

nine. Weird things about me

1. im obsessed with sushi
2. i have the grinch memorized
3. i change my fingernail polish color daily
4. i hate when people poke me
5. i can sleep in till 5 or later (if i even get a chance)
6. i love playing grand theft auto
7. i sing, but i hate singing for others
8. my room is either completely spotless, or you cant even walk in its so dirty.
9. i can immitate people almost exactly.

eight. Things I am going to do this summer

1. meet atleast 20 new people
2. kiss some men
3. tan, tan, tan.
4. go to peaks with the homies
5. drive around
6. hang out with long lost friends
7. dance, duh.
8. play with my bestfriend brittany everyday before she moves! :(

seven. Things I am thinking of.

1. diet coke, thinking about and drinking.
2. the boy im crushing on, duh!
3. how im gunna keep britt from moving...
4. how much it sucks for the people in school right now.
5. morp
6. my sweet 16! ahh only 12 more days.
7. about my bestfriend jakelle, havent seen her in 3 days! :(

six. Things I am wearing.

1. my grey knitted uggs
2. sequined tank top from urban
3. my dope necklace i wear 24/7
4. my chanel ring
5. 4 earrings
6. leggings

five. Things I am worried about

1. my sweet 16 party
2. getting crappy grades
3. my sisters. i love them, therefore. i worry.
4. not getting my license on time
5. end of the school year

four. Things on my floor

1. shoes
2. make-up
3. sweats from sleeping last night
4. my pillows

three. Things I want to do today

1. dance. kinda have no choice. i do it everyday.
2. see my sister
3. finish any homework

two. Things I will reveal

1. i have been driving for 3 months. yet im not 16 for another 12 days.
2. i put the weight in staceys bag... IM SORRY STACEY :)

one. A Secret

1. im still head over heels for him; yet i say im over him, ugh.

gone mad.

What ever happened to happiness? This year has been filled with so much, it's hard to comprehend. Girls, you're all completely incredible, don't let some guy determine your future. Because we deserve nothing but the best. We take life too seriously. Or not serious enough. I have heard of young kids getting into trouble.. smoking, drinking, swearing, etc. When I was younger, I didn't even know what any of that was. Let alone... just figuring out what everything was just a few years ago. Each generation things are changing drastically. And we are losing some amazing people around us because of it.

When you lose someone, someone you love. It's honestly the hardest thing you could ever go through. and no matter how much time has passed. it never really goes away. You may think things are starting to get better, then all of a sudden a flashback comes to you, or you hear a song that reminds you of that person, and it hits you all over again. You start to fall apart for the hundredth time, and you're tired of feeling this way. It's almost as if you'd feel bad if you moved on.. but in reality, that person you lost only wants you to move on and be happy. Without happiness, it's hard to find love ourselves, and with that; causes it hard to love others.

We need to start opening our eyes to the world and see what is really going on. We need to stop this chaos and let people know that we care and are here for them. I sure don't want to lose anybody else.. these past couple years have truley made me think and think hard. I don't want to lose anybody else, and i'm guessing same goes to you. Lets fix this torn world, and make good of whats gone mad.

my photography

im starting to take after my sister! i love taking pictures, and soon enough i will be gaining a nice camera once my sister gets her new one, i can't wait!

Rest In Peace Baby Jade

May 14, 1994 - April 10, 2011

Although your not with us now, we know your watching over us from here on out. we all mourn now that your time here is done, but we'll find peace, and look back on the memories, they were very fun. you have always been an angel to us, but now with your wings, you fly above us. we thank you for your sweet love twards others, we all love you, especially your mother. we'll remember you forever our sweet baby jade. rest in peace, till we meet again. ♥

Jade Allie Little, you will be missed so much, thank you for the friendship you have given me. You were always so sweet to everyone. Please watch over us, especially your mother and erica. They will need in the most. Thank you for letting us be apart of you life, and thank you for your tender sweetness. we miss you and will remember you forever. i love you baby jade.

your kidding right?

Love. Such an overused word. when a guy tells you he "loves you" does he really? NEWS FLASH. nope. he doesn't. he basically just wants action from you, or a self confidence boost at the time. Boys never seem to fail at getting the girl, mainly because we are so vulnerable to them. And we shouldn't be. Cause we all know we are stronger than that. Girls know where to set boundaries and who they like, (well not the slutty type.) Every relationship seems to end the same; someone hurt and broken hearted in the end. Why do we do this to ourselves? Why not wait for the perfect guy AFTER highschool? Are we really that stupid? Well yep. And why would we just give ourselves up to some prick in highschool. "oh hey, i know i won't marry you but i want to give my everything to you right out on the plate and let you have the ability to tear me appart at any given moment but its okay cause i know im in love with you and you love me i think" NO. we all need to get a brick to the head and realize how stupid we sound. Boys DONT care in highschool. Hate to break it to you. they just don't. Dont we all wish we could speak the language of boys?

- You mean the world to me
(i wanna get with you so bad)
- You're the prettiest girl i have ever seen.
(please just make out with me)
- You're Flawless! I bet every guy wants you!
(im here so lets just get on with it)
- Your the most amazing person in the world
(c'mon lets just make out already!)
- I dont deserve a beautiful girl like you
(boost my self esteem for the moment)

REALLY? Are girls really THAT dumb to fall for all of that? True words are not always pretty, and pretty words are not always true. lets face it, life is better single anyways. Have fun, get out with your girl friends. Don't waste it with some loser that will probably dumb you weeks later. Not saying you cant hang out with guys, maybe kiss them and date around. but NO need for a serious relationship; Cause girls, thats like giving a guy your heart and saying, "do what you please, im all yours" C'mon, Were not young forever.